Where it all started

I've been A BIG GIRL for a significant length of my life. I gained pound by pound and inch by inch after I got hitched. I was about 58kg when I met my guy and now i'm 70kg! I gained 12kg over 5 years.

I'm blessed.
I've a beautiful face. I have a heart of gold. I'm confident. I'm smart. My family loves me. My guy loves me no matter how I looked. He seriously thinks I don't need to lose weight. Yes, he's one of my diet crusher.
He's a big eater but the pound is on me. Amazing. BUt i'm suspecting it has to do with his disgestion. He never fails to head for the toilet after a meal.

I've tried Atkins a few times back. But motivation is always missing. Most probably, I still look good. I'm an expert in how-to-look-good. Great makeup skill, great fashion sense and great way of carrying myself. Yup, sometimes i'm a little arrogant. I go ' I still look better than those slimer than me'.

But this is not enough! I want to be as good as perfect as possible. I can't fit into ALL beautiful clothes. I have to frequent Euro brands like FOrever21. Mango because they have bigger sizes.

I don't agree with looking scrawny like toothpicks walking on the runway. I'm down-to-earth and I'm all out to achieve my devilish body!

I believe I have good bone and body structure. CUrvy!.... All I need is to SLIM DOWN!

I'll be starting Atkins and I'm going to blog this exciting journey!