Monday, October 26, 2009

Am I still fat?
















I have not been posting for a while. Well, as low carbing become part of my life, my everyday meal don't used to be as interesting as the initial part of my diet. I'm 62kg now and I believe I should be weighing less. Thanks to the unrealiable scale.

Self Confession.

I've been cheating! Oh gosh. I had Chicken rice on two occassion but I'm still losing. But I'm feeling uncomfortable with Cheating. Not just because the word CHEATING implies GUILT. I SHOULD BE GUILTY OK! But I'm starting to have cravings. I started to figure that a bit won't hurt. I find a lot of Atkineers being too particular about every grams of sugar. Deep down I know they will be burnt in no time. These tiny neligible amount. But the most impt thing is about my mentality! How I convinced myself into cheating! How on earth did I get myself to do that? I'm now digging a hole deeper and deeper. Oh gosh. I'm having a few bites of illegal everyday. I feel bad about it. The fact is once u started cheating, u might cheat again and again. ARgh.

I'm having my menses. This might be y I crave for chocolate and milo. Gosh.

Well, I'll be doing a short induction staring wednesday.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

More pics of me!







I'm still fat. My tricep!!!! ARgh!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

65kg

Finally arrived at 65 milestone. I can feel i'm shrinking N i'm loving it!

It's day 30!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

27th

Around of applause! Forever21 M size fit me loosely! But MY tricep is humongous. I find it an eye sore. Saw a pretty lady walking down the street? When she turns around that humongous tricep seem so out of place.



My dinner.



Lunch


2 hard boiled egg for breakfast.


I'm terribly tired! Didn't have enough sleep. Didn't have good sleep. Have classes on sat and sun. It's a terribly warm day. I'm feeling so sleepy. Yawns.

26th

Had 2 sunny for breakfast.
Flax meal sandwich with Chicken breast, cheddar cheese, veggie and some mustard sauce. The bun already tasted nice with the cheese and veggie .


Dinner. Dear with Atkins illegal.

This is 'mine'. I gave all illegals to Darlin. The pork chop was so nice that I decided to visit the restuarant again. BUt this time round, I tried Garlic sauce instead. It turned out way different from the black pepper one.

I had a few sip of coffee without sugar. IT's good!



Baked some coconut muffins on day 24. Ate one. Didn't turn out fantastic.







25th dinner.

Meetup with Ex colleague. Had black pepper pork chop