Am I still fat?

I have not been posting for a while. Well, as low carbing become part of my life, my everyday meal don't used to be as interesting as the initial part of my diet. I'm 62kg now and I believe I should be weighing less. Thanks to the unrealiable scale.

Self Confession.

I've been cheating! Oh gosh. I had Chicken rice on two occassion but I'm still losing. But I'm feeling uncomfortable with Cheating. Not just because the word CHEATING implies GUILT. I SHOULD BE GUILTY OK! But I'm starting to have cravings. I started to figure that a bit won't hurt. I find a lot of Atkineers being too particular about every grams of sugar. Deep down I know they will be burnt in no time. These tiny neligible amount. But the most impt thing is about my mentality! How I convinced myself into cheating! How on earth did I get myself to do that? I'm now digging a hole deeper and deeper. Oh gosh. I'm having a few bites of illegal everyday. I feel bad about it. The fact is once u started cheating, u might cheat again and again. ARgh.

I'm having my menses. This might be y I crave for chocolate and milo. Gosh.

Well, I'll be doing a short induction staring wednesday.